My friend asked me how I was today and I told him that I didn't know. He thought it was odd. I've been like this for a couple of days. I've never felt like this before. In the mornings i function as if nothing happened yet at night it feels as if a black hole is eating away part of my soul. I feel so horrible for so many things. Things that I didn't do. Things that I didn't say. It's killing me inside.